Delay!!

Okay.. mcm besa, as expected kalau start hujan.. FLIGHT DELAY!!!

Dari pukul 9 aku kat KLIA nie hantar faiz yg nak g kelantan... then after dia blah, aku and ilham tgu diorang Kozaq, rupa2nya diorang ke LCCT utk pg HongKong.. so tak leh jumpa.. then Ilham nak gerak dah utk keluar dgn kawan dia, so he need to go... aku sempat la juga call and sms my sister using his phone cozm y phone already DEAD!

Well, i forgot that the charger for my phone is made for Indian Pin, so malaysia punya tak leh muat. That's why aku tak leh charge phone... and dia pun mati la...

Thanks Ilham coz teman aku sementara tgu kakak aku!

Lupe plak nak ckp " THANKS FAIZ AND ABANG DIA COZ BG AKU STAY KAT UMAH KOO!!!!" ( hahaha aku sebut nie dgn nada jerit to show how grateful I am! Lolzzz :p )

Well, u know what, abang faiz tu sgt2 la intelectual... he speak very logic ( tym dia berbincang dgn faiz mengenai beberapa isssue like Darwins Evolution theory, Nike etc etc )

Aku kat belakang kete dgr jer, tak berani nak sampuk, tak pasal2 kena lahar hahahaha!

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K la.. aku semakin boring... orh plak semakin ramai kat sini... tak selesa tul nak menulis ( since my first post ).. so Im gonna retreat for now...

K la, doakan aku selamat sampai dlm ribut nie~ LOL :p

Shopping!!!

Currently stranded kat KLIA, hujan lebat so flight delay dari jam 2 ptg ke jam 4 ptg ( estimated jer ok :p )...

Tp sebelum citer pasal tu, nak citer dulu pasal shopping kat MidValley and KLCC~

Dari bangi, naik KTM pg Mid, pusing2 cari sim.. tak jumpa... Then tgk la beberapa kedai, and singgah sat utk bli sweater.. angkat la 2 sweater kat Romp.. lol :p

Then jalan2 lagi sambil cari sim, tak jumpa2 gak... semakin risau aku dan Faiz, so kami pg ka KL central berharap utk jumpa sim... then sampai kat sana, cari punya cari, jumpa la... dia beli U pack.. kau plak.. dah kena register dah no Ic aku.. owh lupa plak U pax aku tgk kat bangalore >.<

Then cintat ilham.. ckp nak jumpa kat KLCC, so pg la sana...

The shops like so grand almost not welcomming for regular costomer like me... well tak kisah pun.. brg2 kedai mcm tu pun utk org2 tua jer lol :p

So singgah la some shops utk beli baju, so angkat 2 baju kat ZARA.. pg gak TopMan, tp aku tak berapa suka sgt baju dia... terlalu fit! maybe sesuai la utk org yg ada shape badan dia.. eh faiz pun beli baju topman... atlet bola tampar katakan.. hahahah! ( mampus aku kena fire after this lol :p )

So, round2 tmpt tu sampai aku sakit kaki ( literally! ), then pg KL Central utk pg jumpa abang faiz ( faiz, aku and ilham ) then dia ajak makan kat Restaurant kelantan ( apa tah nama full dia, lupa dah, tp mcm exclusive ar ).. so aku pun ordar la tomyam and nasi putih ( tak berani nak order mcm2 dah la org belanja lol :p )

Then gerak balik ruma, siapkan brg, transfer sikit hand luggage aku ( mostly saree ) ke kargo luggage ( coz hand luggage aku like 14KG! ) mana tau tetiba dia nak check hand luggage, mampos aku kena bayar mahal2 >.<

Pastu semua org tidurrrr...

Quiet boring eh.. well, aku tulis pun boring.. perhaps pasal keboringan menunggu flight aku nih!

Tempe oh Tempe...

Okay.. skrg kat Bangi, online kat umah faiz...

Malaysia sgt panas even tym malam, nasib baik bilik nih ada aircond, tp terlampau sejuk plak, so aku tutup tak tahan lol :p

Nak citer pasal tym kat airport!

Lepas check in, kami makan sub way yg kami parcel bawak masuk airport... pas tu, krew air asia tu balik2 datang kat kami suruh kami masuk tmpt kastam cpt2 sedangkan lama lagi kot masa nak flight! Dah la flight tu delay! Pastu kalau attitude dia okay, tak la panas.. nie ckp nak nyekit jer! Kalau nyekit balik kang sentap~

Pastu siap jer makan ( 3 kali kot dia dtg ckp, aku sebab makan, buat2 tak layan ler, malas nak bertekak tym makan, buat2 cool jer lol :P ), kami pun pg la naik atas tuk lalu kastam tuh...

Then sampai kat kena check2 tuh! Aku letak la hand luggage kat dlm mesin tuh... then pg jumpa dia kan... dia check2.. mcm ok.. then...

take of ur coat and put it there... tempe tu ckp! I was like OMG! Fine~ aku pun pg la patah balik letas kat dlm mesin long coat aku tuh... patah balik kat dia...

Dia check2... ur shoes also.. OMG!!!! pesal ko nie tempe! I was like OMG!!! (double time! ) so aku perlahan2 la bukak kasut aku... letak gak dlm mesin tuh and everyone like watching me! URGH!!! Nape la tym aku tempe nih menjadi2 lak! Kasut aku lagi kilat dari kasut dia kot >.<

Tu la first time aku encounter benda2 mcm tuh, and tak pernah plak tgk org kena mcm tuh! tu yg sakit hati sikit nih! Tp utk confort myself, so i just say for myself " Its the protocol...its the protocol..." Haizz... still! Tak yah kot~ mcm la aku nak bawak bomb...

apa la ko nak bomb kat india nih! Takde ape22 pun yg interesting! Dah la commonwealth yg nak buat kat india nie mcm tak jadi jer sebab corruption sgt tgi and kos2 utk buat semua benda jadi tgi gak~ So that's the so called "incredible India" huh?!

Boleh? tetiba emo.. lol >.<

Tah la, lain kali nak pakai elipar jer la, and pakai sweater biasa jer... Haizz... LOL again :p

Esok nak p tukar duit and beli sim card and do some shopping kot.

p/s : Mak cant reply ur sms coz dont have credit alread, dia tolak kaw2 tym sambut call kat LCCT mlm tu, lol :p
Ingat kena tolak sikit jer, tetiba tgl sikit utk beberapa sms jer lg, and dah habis guna :p
So after beli sim, nanti aku gtau no. baru. Pastu aku jumpa Kak.ayu ( lol tak biasa pangil kak plak, sorry :p ) Rabu nih, kami jumpa di KLIA. Faiz pun pg sekali coz dia ada flight balik Kelantan hari tu gak.

K la ppl, nak tidur lu, Selamat Malam semua ^_^

Last Moment!

Tak last minute pun Hahaha!

2 Hour 10 min before cab sampai.
5 hour before filght.

Bru balik dari fabindia utk beli kurta for the guys kat umah. korang terima jer la ek kurta nih, aku dah pilih yg terbaik utk korang ( ikut taste aku la Muahahahha! )

So skrg tgl utk adik2 pompuan aku yg 4 org tuh, sorang kat Jitra mmg tak leh bg apa2 la ( kirim doa jer ^_^ )

Yg 3 lagi tu, td aku tgk gak salwar and kurta utk pompuan tu, tp takde yg aku berkenan... tah aku tak pandai pilih kot.. pastu dgn kain yg jarang2... euwww tak nak aku bagi family aku pakai benda2 berdosa nie LOL! Hahhaha! ( lebih2 plak kan? :p )

So kiranya nanti la kat sabah aku belikan diorang apa2 yg diorang nak ^_^

Emm.. now nak iron baju yg nak dipakai esok ( tym beraya kat N9 ) then baju utk jalan2 kat KL ( dah siap pakai baju utk pegi airport, tak sabar sgt kan? Hahahha :p )

Emmmmmmm.... nak mengarut apa lagi nih... tah takde dah kot.. so Bye2 Ppl! Gonna be off like 3 day before I reach my Home + good internet Muahahaha!

Salam ^_^

Packing!!!

Yeah!!! Esok balik Malaysia! I'm very happy ^_^

Now still packing my stuff, doing some check list :-

- RP renewal document ( Finish )
- Print Ticket ( Finished )
- Packing cloth ( Tak kering lagi lol :p )
- Pack laptop ( the last thing I'm gonna do.. also lol :p )

Let see... what else missing??

OMG!!! forgot to bought present for my father and my twin! ( just sms-ed my brother, waiting for him to reply )

Emm... for my father? Wallet? Belt? ... I have no ideaaaa!!! Should i give him perfume life last years? IDTS~ Need something new...

Owh should I spent the whole family eating in a fancy restaurant? Emm... I guess that should do it ^_^

Currently hearing CN Blue, Rihanna, Shinee in my play list ( tu jer yg ader lol, malas giler nak update :p )...

Haizz.. bosan gak kalau dah takde org kat umah nie... Dah la dapur mcm TONGKANG PECAH!!! Nasib baik takde maggots jer, kalau tak, aku takkan masuk dah lol :p

Td nak gak panggil mana2 india tu utk tlg kemas ( pastu bayar la ), tp takde masa.. haizz... ( takde masa ke dok duduk dpn laptop? lol :p )

So skrg either mlm nie aku and Nabil ( housemate aku kat bilik sebelah ) nak kemas or kami biar jer lol :p

Meja makan kami still kat basement, takde sape nak amik.. dah ckp dah kat due, tp tak buat apa2 gak ( nak salahkan due plak, sedangkan aku gak yg malas >.< )

Jahat tak aku? kalau aku tgu jer sampai balik Malaysia tak buat apa2 leh tak? Coz aku balik lambat, mesti diorang dah kemas2 kan? ( or mcm last year, diorang tgu gak aku balik and biar peti ais tu utk aku cuci! Dah la berulat!! ) ...zzzZZzz...

Hahaha takpe la kot kan? K la, sambung packing!!! ^_^

Bye-Bye ^_^

Malam nie ramai yg akan balik malaysia, and ada gak yg gerak ke Korea. Really wish can send u guys off, but it seems I cant~

Wanna send msg, but then I dont have the number.

So only hope and prayer I give.. Have a safe journey, take care. You guys wont be reading this ( i think ), but then, at least I've done something ^_^

Blog

Tadi tym jalan2, teringat pasal diary..

Yeah, I got none... I lost all my picture in MAIS, and 1st IA ( dinner etc. ) when my laptop got stolen! CURSE U BOY!!! I KNOW UR OUT THERE!!! lolz XD

So then aku terfikir pasal blog... yeah.. i got alternative... my blog!

But then, some issue aku tak berani tulis kat blog mostly involving my true self...

But then I think some more, why not?!

Then I think again... I cant! I dont have the guts to face the consequences! I'm not like Elron, who have high self confidence... When ppl talk bout my teeth.. I got discourage... I feel shy... etc...

I try to change it, but would cost me fortune~ why bother?! baik aku simpan duit tu utk guna tym terdesak kan? Thanks GOD I'm not boros like some ppl... ada duit jer spent.. ada duit jer habis... mintak parents...

I'm lucky my Mother teach us when we were little to appreciate everything we got, everything we have, tak terlampau ikut org, tak nak sgt apa yg org ada.. Thanks for the harsh life ( tak harsh sgt pun tp susah gak la ), it teaches me to become what I am now. Im thankfull to God to give me suh Mother~ I love u Mom.. ( emm I never say this but u know I do right mom? :p )

Lolz.... dari ckp pasal blog tetiba melalut sampai sini...

I just wanna write.. write...write...

everything yg kuar kat kepala nie aku nak tulis...

Sometimes aku nak update everything but I got no time! ( ada plak masa main game >.< )

Sometimes I want to privatize my blog, but then I want to share... ( although some story tak leg share.. for myself.. or for myself and friend... or for myself, family and friend ) lol ada category nie terus :p

So? what now?

I guess I have to keep on writing la kan? I do this for myself, and for myself the blog is created, so those who out there, if u wanna say something, say it here or keep it~ no need to sebar2 etc... '

Dan la aku tau aku nie tak digemari ramai lolz.. ( whuteeeburrrr~ AKU TAK KISA EVEN RAMAI BENCI AKU HAHAHA! I'll continue on living tp terguris hati tu ada la kot, and once terguris, scar tu permenant... maybe aku buat plastic surgery baru hilang kot lolz )

Banyak benda actually.. tp I'll try my best to ignore those huge event that change my life, how i visualize certain ppl, and how i visualize life itself lol :p

Anyway, change is needed right? ^_^

Perpaduan...

Then bukak2 laptop.. jumpa artikel nih~

Aiyoo~ Dah la tgh membara... baca plak benda2 gini... leh naikkan semangat perpecahan...

Well, for me the article dont want destruction, but just wanna make ppl understand and realize the truth~

Kdg2 sakit hati gak bila org dtg2 tanya " eh org sabah tinggal atas pokok eh?" Although tu menunjukkan kebodohand and kejahilan org yg bertanya, tp sometimes I've been thinking do some semenanjung ppl really that shallow? melihat apa yg diorang ada tu sebagai satu yg dibanga-banggakan? Padahal yg di bangga-banggakan tu semua superficial~

Like this guy in fb, dia kutuk2 sabah ckp sabah kurang hypermarket, shopping compleks yg besar.. tak fikir ke semua tu dunia? Kalau bangga pasal ada yg dpt anugerah Nobel ke tak pe gak. Haizz.... (aku menulis dlm emosi..so maybe tak wise penulisanku)

Kalau baca aritcle tu, banyak gak benda2 yg menarik like kerusi2 parlimen tu.. tah la.. maybe sebab aku tak tau sgt dlm bidang2 pentadbiran nie, aku terima pandangan dia pasal jumlah tu... Pasal minyak tu jgn citer la, sebab tu la PAS leh conquer Kelantan, isu minyak dan ketidak adilan Gov..

Bila jalan ke kampung nenek aku kat Kota Marudu, lalu la kat kampung2 tepi jalan tu, nampak la mcm takde future langsung.. the teringat My Mom say "nah gini la diorang nie, lepas bapa tiada, anak ganti, jual jagung tepi jalan.. kalau ada peruntukan kerajaan tu, untuk org2 mcm nie la patutnya..."(something like that la)

Then I was like... betul la kan?! org kat KL sana terlampau banyak complaint~ dpt mcm2 still tak pernah satisfy. Tu la pernah terbaca satu ungkapan or Hadis ke.. tah tak sure.. berbunyi

"jikalau manusia itu diberi selembah emas, nescaya dia akan meminta selembah yg lain"

Menunjukkan betapa tamak haloba manusia tu... mcm menteri2 skrg nie.. menyampah tgk sorang... banyak tul issue timbul sebab semua pun nak jaga kepentingan diri sendiri.. jaga periuk nasi sendiri... bukan fikir pasal negara! nak rumah besar~ nak kereta banyak~ duit sape ko guna tu huh?!

Well sama la keadaannya dgn aku skrg... MARA bagi duit utk study, then aku pg buat tgk wayang segala.. ARGH!!! kalau start fikir mcm rasa nak shut down otak...

Haiz... dari pasal artikel tu melalut sampai sini... Tp ok gak la org2 mcm nie, biar rakyat sedar akan situasi yg melanda, bangun dari tidur lena, lari mengejar apa yg dihadapan... Nasib baik salam artikel dia tu still ckp just suruh GOV sedar.. bukan nak hasut rakyat berpecah... that I admire...

But jgn sampai hasut agar rakyat pecah belah sudah la... Preserve ke amanan yg ada skrg, sebab kalau hilang, amat susah utk build it again... Trust take time.. when u have it, dont betray it~ ( reflect kat diri aku gak)

Haizz... Mudah2an Allah selamatkan kita semua, Amin..

Have a kitkat~

Not much to say.. perhaps I'm wrong... serve me right...

To cancel the plan that I'm waiting for or perhaps wishing for is just cruel..
somehow it suits you,
somehow that's the only way to make me learn,
somehow I've learn how to let things go,
somehow I become more aware of the condition,
somehow I finally have reason?

to hate?
to avoid?
to not worried when u have problem?
to not bother anything you do?
to re-considerate my reason being here?
to re-establish my "tujuan" coming here?
to appreciate more those around me?

Perhaps...

Now relax... I must become normal... quit being a psycho... don't ever talk, thats fine with me...

For long ago I realize, those things in front gonna be tough and hard, and this is not going to stop me, I'll march till i fall, yet raise again and continue... ( poyo plak kan?? so not me berpuisi2~ but i feel like writing it... perhaps for my own satisfaction... so to those who think mighty of urself, GO AWAY!!! this blog is where I speak something I usually hide... Yeah... I'm plastic and I hate it...

But being plastic, I can hide anything that is dangerous to be expressed... Ppl often say be true to urself.. THAT IS SOOOO WRONG!!!! If u say u like disco, being true to urself would be visiting those places.. but being plastic would be restrict urself and say u hate it! isnt that good? isnt that preventing u from doing horrible things?

Well, at least i think it that way...

Urgh... aku start merepek dah... Then td lepas patho jer, pg tgk resident Evil Afterlife 3d~ spek tu kabur1... Anyway this is the 2nd time aku tgk wayang 3D~ 1st experience pun kabur, so when td tgk pun kabur2 I was like euww tak bestnya tgk 3d nih! Then rupa-rupanya spek tu rosak! patutla... but then... takde makna-nyer tgk 3D nih.. same jer mcm besa... well at least I think that way..

Let see... nak recall balik nie kali ke berapa aku tgk wayang whle my life...

1st time tgk wayang when I'm in MAIS~ golden compass
First year kat india aku tak pernah pg wayang... or aku terlupa..rasanya tak pernah...
2nd year kat india :
~Sherlock Holmes
~Karate Kid
~How to train your Dragon
~Resident Evil Afterlife
~ emm apa lagi ek... perhaps ada aku tertinggal kot or takde dah...

Lolz.... dunno what to say... tah... penat jer tgk wayang... sound best kot, tp aku tak prefer sgt sound kuat2 nih... sakit teling jer >.<

Dgn wayang India yg leh tersekat nih~ tym tgk karate kid...nak last2 tu tetiba stuck! Then dia conti ahead several minute!!! tgk2 kalah dah last tu.. LOLZZZ!!!! Such a low quality~

Ckp pasal low quality... lepas tgk wayang.. pg beli Hadiah My Sister, dia nak perfume.. tak tau mana dia suka, so aku beli jer ( pakai sampai habis ek :p )

Its Dior Perfume. nah nih gambar dia aku malas nak upload (gambar perfume)

So harap2 dia suka.. ada free gift, body showe, aku amek eh Hahahhaa! aku bagi ko puch dia jer la lol :p

Ok sambung balik citer.. then nak balik tu, amik la oto~ kena la 107 dari resit polis tu, aku naik la... then tetiba pertengahan jalan, oto tu rosak! dia suruh aku amik oto lain and mintak 95 ripee!! Dah la baru sampai simpang empat nak pg baptis or element! Aku apa lagi melenting terus + marah2 aku bagi 60 jer.. terus blah...

Jalan2 tp tu sambil tgu oto lalu... ada la berhenti... aku ckp la Gokul Tower etc kan... then dia kata 50 rupee.. ok la.. aku terima... then jalan2 ada la event kecil2 aku marah pakcik tuh... sampai dkt Mathikeree flyover, dia nak start maki2 and nak stop, aku apa lagi STRAIGHT!!!! dia pun nak mengamuk gak tp dia diam... then nak suruh dia U turn.. dia kata jalan tu 1 way ler etc aku pun mengamuk lagi la... dia senyap...

Then sampai dpn CS... aku tanya dia.. " u have 50?" coz aku takde 50, ada 100 jer... Then dia ckp 60.. dgn slumber dia naikkan harga! Aku ckp u said 50!.. dia plak memaki dlm bahasa India last2 ckp 60! Aku apa lagi.. masuk CS, beli benda 10 rupee.. dpt baki, jalan balik kat oto tu, bagi 50 terus blah~ Dia dari dalam oto dia maki kuat2~ org sekitar jerit balik suruh dia senyap Hahahaha!

Then jalan2 cpt2 masuk CS.. dia tak leh buat apa2 dah la hahahaha! Nasib baik tak paham apa dia ckp, so tak la sakit hati sgt.. but yet sgt2 la geram dgn tempe!! URGH!

Then bukak2 laptop jumpa... sambung New entry~

EXAM!!!!

Ok exam habis dah... finally, bru leh main laptop dgn hati yg tenang lolz~

Banyak sgt nak citer, ramadhan, exam practical and theory, smal2 event even then large 1... TO MANY!!! and yet im quiet lazy to write all that... so bagi rumusan la ek ( although BM aku A2, rumusan yg teruk, but i'll try my best lol :p )

Exam Practical aku ... Haizz..

Pharmacology was GREAT!!! Lolz :p (maybe coz i prepare a lot kot)

MICROBIOLOGY WAS HORRIBLE!!!! Aku tak tidur malam kot hafal fungus2 and ulat2 tuh! then tym lecture tanya2...everything got mixed up like scramble egg lolz >.<

Forensic was so - so... Boleh lulus kot...

Pathology tak tau nak kata apa... spotters was bad... Drawing slide i got correct both! Thank GOD! then the viva was horrible.. HOD tanya " what is the cause of fatty liver" aku jawab " Trauma, malignancy etc" HOD " u got it all wrong" I were/was (tah bad grammar lol :p ) OMG!!! Then i laugh~ Lolz.. nasib baik HOD cool jer..

Ok settle pasal Practical.. although banyak nak gtau actually... but its ok lol :p

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Then utk theory exam. Ok.. frankly speaking, takde satu pun yg aku yaking lulus...

Because I'm satisfy with my FORENSIC first IA marks, aku tak struggle utk 2nd IA.

Because MICROBIOLOGY need both first and 2nd IA togather with 3rd IA, I struggle to mugging up all those answer... I guess, I still need more effort...

Because I fail my PHARMACOLOGY in 1st IA, I struggle a lot also, I guess the time i spent to memorize all those drugs not enough to get good marks...

Because I fail my PATHOLOGY paper in 1st IA, I really hope I get good marks if the question I've read appear in the examination paper question... But I guess there's no short cut in this... ( Patho paper bru habis td actually.. ada citer best gak antaranya :

~ Lecturer tu rasa area2 kami nak meniru then dia berdiri dpn kami for like 30 min till the MCQ paper collected... so mmg tak leh tgk tepi2 la hahaha!
~ Tym jawab essay, leh gak berinteraksi sesama kawan... like me , most question yg kuar tu aku tak terbaca.. then start la kitaorang nak silent discussion by?? Jeng3! tulis soalan belakang kertas soalan :p

Syaza yg kat sebelah kanan aku tulis kat aku " Emphysema PLZ?? " ...I was like okayyy...aku pun tak baca... so aku pandang faiz sebelah kiri aku.. tulis belakang paper gak " Emphysema plzzz???... then tym aku nak tutup kertas tu jatuh atas lantai... and bahagian belakan exposed showing EMPHYSEMA PLZZ???.. I WAS LIKE OMG!!!! sebelum lecturer tu berdiri utk tlg aku amik kertas tu, aku dgn strugglenya hulur kaki amik kertas tu! ( sebab meja tu susah giler nak kuar).. Phew~ dpt gam amik... aiyoo.... next time be carefull *sigh~

emm... tu jak la kot pasal exam.... banyak gak citer tp malas nak citer kat sini.. nanti la kalau aku teringat perhaps aku leh post new entry titled " korang tau tak?? " something like that kan?? :p

Then pasal someone close to me... or perhaps I'm the only 1 think that I'm close enough~ ( sambung new entry lol :p )

2nd Internal Assessment dan Selamat Hari Lebaran

5 day to go before 2nd IA, ( minus 1 day for Raya lol :p ), aishh... tah ar, takut tak dpt jawab plak nanti... kena la prepare sikit2 utk Patho and Pharma ( tetiba Microb pun kena focus >.< )

So exam mode now pplz!

So ucap la awal " SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! MAAFKAN SEGALA KASALAHAN DAKU KAT KORANG SEMUA, SAYA TAU DIRI NIE BANYAK BUAT DOSA SECARA SENGAJA OR TAK, MUDAH-MUDAHAN AMALAN KITA SEMUA DITERIMA ILAHI AND SAMA2 KITA SEMUA MASUK SYURGA"

p/s : guna caps coz im screaming! Lawlzz :p

gonna be off til 16/9/2010, wish us all to pass the exam ^_^

Salam.