Penat.

Sakit kaki tak hilang lagi.. bila sakit2 nie, semua benda rasa tak kena.. Haizz...

Td pagi2, naik bas p posting.. Ingatkan posting surgery, so bawak la buku surgery segala. Then tym nak p ward round tu, aku ckp la, " mgu nie plak end posting exam kan?? "

Then diorang pandang pelik kat aku, and tanya nape plak?

Aku ckp la, kan surgery posting mgu ke-4 skrg nie ( mgu 1 ~ 2, before cuti, mgu ke-3 aku kat malaysia lol :p ). So exam la..

Then diorang explain skrg nie posting OBG~ I was like OMG?! Aku tak bawak apa2 pun pasal OBG. And to make thing worse, aku kena amik kes!

Haizz... gundah gulana dibuatnya.. So nasib baik la kawan2 posting baik2 belaka and help me through the history taking.

Sampai la tym present case kat Doc... bru nak start tu, banyak benda dah salah.. Aiyoooo... Very the susah... kena fire2, kena tanya2 tak leh jawab. haizz... miserable... Then stop tergantung coz lambat dah, its 12 tgh hari and masa utk balik.. so dia warning awal2 sape next kena amik betul2 and that would be serial no 2. Aku serial no.5 tp sebab no.2 and 3 tak dtg, and no.1 and 4 already takend history.. tu yg aku kena tu lol :p

Then tym balik, punya la bikin sakit hati tempe nih! Bas patutnya tgu kat dpn hospital jam 12 tgh hari. Dia masih makan2 kat Ramaiah around 12.10 tu! terpaksa la ku naik oto sorang2 lagi ( pakcik tu plak mengada mintak 40 rupee! Aku yg sakit kaki nie terima jer la, takde mood nak gaduh )

Then dpn gate ramaiah tu nampak bas bru nak gerak, aku tgk phone jam 12.17. Aku start bengang dah nie, kelas jam 1ptg, nak makan lg, nak solat lagi.. ade ke patut gerak lewat sgt?! aku dgn membara2 nak p jumpa Dr. Manoha yg incharge of Bus, tp dia plak busy.. so sabar jer la..

P solat and beli makanan ringan utk makan dlm lecture hall.. and guess what? Aku tidur the whole lecture >.<

Tah la, nape penat sgt nie.. Then practical plak, dah la ngantuk2 kena suruh salin 20 spotter yg panjang2, harus lah aku buat sikit jer and tgu balik rumah lol :p

Then mlm nie.. start ngantuk dah, tp tgu housemate masak, tp dia ajak gepren dia, confirm lambat T_T... Well, i should thank him coz masak and tahan jer la tgu..

Td kakak aku sms, aku tak leh balas, coz takde kdt, punya la busy sampai kdt pun tak topup lagi ( lol alasan sgt ).

Mood : Lapar + Penat + Menderita sakit kaki ( and hati, motif! )

I hope I will get used being alone, coz experience it in an acute ways is too much painfull and depressing..

I told someone I dont like my blog being publish in public, I term what I wrote here, stay here.. then someone reply " bukan ko nak org follow segala ke?" I was like blank jap... Thats not what I want to say.. Its just.. Tah biar la.. Mcm rasa nak privatekan blog nie.. or buat blog baru yg takde org tau... =.='

K la, takde energy nak menaip dah nie, salam~