1st Week of Otho

Posting ortho. Sangat susah.

1st day x pg sebab badan sakit2 after main wall climbing hari ahad tu. Sayangnya xde gambar :(
X sangka aku main sport2 mcm tu, mcm x caya gak aku dah semakin berani mencabar ketinggian :D

2nd day, wasnt bad at all. Dr.Saravanan did asked why I didnt go yesterday. But the OPD session with him was great. He's a good teacher.

3rd day, Have to take case. 4 of us taking one case. A bit confusing and hard one to approach. Used the whole day for it. And the translator didnt come. Thanks God he can understand english a bit. Evening rounds, I've got scolded by the HOD coz i cant answer the question + many2 little thing. A bad day.

4th day, the case presentation. after complete taking the CTEV case, we divided among our self and each present small2 headings. So i got to present the History of the patient.

Bla...bla..bla.. BAMMM!! He ask me to stop. Scold... scold.... scold... something about the history being irrelevant for the CTEV case. and then he say "I'll give you 0 for this". I was like OMG?! the case continued but other teammates.

After finished it, he refuse to give me marks and I have to do it again with some other teams.

Its sad that he didnt understand that we ALL took the history. It could be someone else presenting the history. then Y am i the only one got 0??? Devastated... other people presenting the examination part got marks. but he didnt know I also did the examination of the patient! Darn...

Speachless, I just sat there quietly as they are given marks and happy for it. Bla.. bla.. bla... Senang le ckp kesian2 segala, if they knew how I've tried. Moral of the story : Dont try too hard, as life will fail you eventually. #BadAdvice

5th day, lazy day. Malas nak g kelas, tp paksa diri gak pg, paksa senyum, paksa ckp walau rasa menyampah giler nak establish communication. #lol

Then beli hp 2nd hand dari Jr. got almost 60% of original price. Okay la for the meanwhile. iPhone kua bln 10 ni hohoho :D

That night have some meeting. Mood still not okay but kena gak pg. Lapar. Penat. Pening. Esok ada lec ngan HOD, mmg kena baca sebelum masuk kelas kalo xnak kena halau. Clock ticking. 1.30pg, x habis lg. Im dead...

6th day which is today! A bit happy. HoD mood baik hari ni. Org bagi soalan bombastik, jawapan x tentu hala, dia still x marah. Dia senyum and ajar. SUKA! I've learned a lot in a class like this. :D
Kelas half day, thank God! ( although should have been holiday )




p/s: Currently waiting for a reply from a dear person. Wae U stay quiet? Just say its going to be fine is enough. :(

anyway, rasa nak window shopping, perhaps I'm going out shortly

Aku sedih dan gembira.

Sedihnya aku kerana terlepas subuh berjemaah bersama ikhwah tarbiah.

Gembira kerana exam peads x dimarah2.

Gembiranya aku kerana lunch bersama teman lama,

Sedih kerana ada yg sudah tidak bersama.

Sedihnya aku kerana masa tidak mengizinkan untuk menghabiskan 'routine' triceps,

Gembira aku kerana dapat Jemaah Maghrib di surau.

Gembiranya aku kerana ramai para ikhwah yg turut serta solat berjemaah,

Sedihnya aku kerana masih ada yg belum sampai tarbiahnya meskipun telah aku bawa bersama.

Oleh itu untuk engkau dah aku,

Aku rangkapkan satu sajak,

Walau tidak puitis bak kata2 ahli sastera,

Hanya berharap dapat meniup jiwa2 yg disentuh tarbiah.

" Bila datang seruan Ilahi,

Sanggupkah kita pergi berbicara denganNya,

Atau masih leka dengan dunia.

Mampukah dunia memasukkan kita kedalam Syurga?

Mampukah dunia mengeluarkan kita dari Neraka?

Dunia penuh dengan teman ketawa,

Dunia penuh dengan gelora hawa,

Dunia penuh dengan liku dosa.

Dimana tarbiah kita?

Mungkin aku juga seorang pendosa,

Mungkin aku juga pernah menjadi mereka,

Tapi jangan lupa Tuhan itu Maha Pemurah,

Selagi mana adanya masa,

Selagi mana adanya upaya,

Aku tahu aku masih ada Dia,

Menerima taubatku, ibadahku, pengorbananku.

Tarbiah kita ini,

Jangan sampai tinggal bicara,

Kita zahirkan,

Kita nyatakan,

Biar mereka diluar sana,

Menjadi saksi,

Yang kita sedang berusaha,

Kepada dia Yang Maha Kuasa. "